汶卫小天地，以文会友，以心相交~爱永随

莫名的喜欢天空，
尤其是深夜的天空
宁静
所带来的气氛
总能平静我的心灵
稳定我的思绪

又是一个夜深人静的夜晚
不同的是
我所处在的地方是kl
一个那么熟悉
却带来陌生的恐惧的地方

好久好久都没写华语了
好怕自己真的忘了根
忘了赐我智慧
教我道理的母语

不能否认的是
我交谈能力不好
不论是华语
英语
或是马来语
我都不能流利的表达出来
虽然
我满腔的想法
却只能通过书写
表达我的心意
多羡慕那些一口流利英语的家伙
和字正腔圆的华人
我....
好想好想
也能口齿清晰
字正腔圆
流利的
开口交谈

夜深了
本打算利用这个宁静的时间来温习功课
但
老毛病发作了
我
还是很懒惰
改
我可尝试了好多次
但
总不能持之以恒
我
还需好好加油

梦想
我有个好大好的的梦想
每当看见别人
或听见某某某多么有钱
我总是一脸不屑
但内心深处
我还是羡慕的
羡慕归羡慕
行动总是要有的吧？
我发誓
绝对要成功
我不会让人看不起我

淑敏
你是我的轴心
我总是围绕着你打转
爱幻想的我
总希望
我们的将来多浪漫
多美好
为了你
我会好好加油
我一定会给你一个幸福的未来





晚安

人因梦想而伟大
是这样的对吧？

但是
如果梦想是毫不实际的
或是异想天开
甚至是
损人又不利己的（ps , 没有人或有那样的梦想吧）
那
梦想
还称得上是伟大吗？？

Listen to the music ..sitting alone at the basektball court and looking at the sky , that's what I like to do .Very quickly ,1 month had passed just like this . And very shameful to say that , I miss my hometown , I miss malacca .Although i back to malacca very often , although kl is not so far from malacca . But , for me , kl is really a different world , I am not a kid anymore , I have to take care of myself , fine , I believe i can do that. But ...I just simply cant manage myself wisely .I am a careless person plus super impatient .Wondering , am I suitable to bcm a engineer ?That is the reason for me not to take medical course , will that restrict my dream to become an engineer as well? ..While i was sleeping at afternoon , the officer from finance offince called me ..Hello , IS mr ter boon way there ? U had declined the scholarship so u have to make full payment for ur fee ....what the Fuxx...Is that my fault ?the email had been sent to junk email , why dont u make me a call earlier ? I had tried to get help from marketing deparment before, but they just asked me to wait , wait until the officer call me , so I wait !Not I dont want to get scholarship , I had tried , I really tried to sign the contact , but ..how can I sign the contact if there is no 1 offer me the letter ? In fact , I had been waiting for so long , but the answer that i get is :"Relax , be patient , the financiel deparment officer will get to u very soon "==.............