I thought I can
I thought I can change
I thought I can change not to care
But I just realize
I cant
Sorry to you
I thought I can change
I thought I can change not to care
But I just realize
I cant
Sorry to you
ahna's birthday @@
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Posted on 6:10 PM
那家伙真的人缘超好的
虽然生日只有四个朋友和家人帮他庆祝
但他应该知足了咯
哈哈
啊坚坚
跟我一样
玩惊喜
说了不回来
却偷偷地回去
还是那句
生日快乐！：）
虽然生日只有四个朋友和家人帮他庆祝
但他应该知足了咯
哈哈
啊坚坚
跟我一样
玩惊喜
说了不回来
却偷偷地回去
还是那句
生日快乐！：）
莫名的喜欢天空，
尤其是深夜的天空
宁静
所带来的气氛
总能平静我的心灵
稳定我的思绪
又是一个夜深人静的夜晚
不同的是
我所处在的地方是kl
一个那么熟悉
却带来陌生的恐惧的地方
好久好久都没写华语了
好怕自己真的忘了根
忘了赐我智慧
教我道理的母语
不能否认的是
我交谈能力不好
不论是华语
英语
或是马来语
我都不能流利的表达出来
虽然
我满腔的想法
却只能通过书写
表达我的心意
多羡慕那些一口流利英语的家伙
和字正腔圆的华人
我....
好想好想
也能口齿清晰
字正腔圆
流利的
开口交谈
夜深了
本打算利用这个宁静的时间来温习功课
但
老毛病发作了
我
还是很懒惰
改
我可尝试了好多次
但
总不能持之以恒
我
还需好好加油
梦想
我有个好大好的的梦想
每当看见别人
或听见某某某多么有钱
我总是一脸不屑
但内心深处
我还是羡慕的
羡慕归羡慕
行动总是要有的吧？
我发誓
绝对要成功
我不会让人看不起我
淑敏
你是我的轴心
我总是围绕着你打转
爱幻想的我
总希望
我们的将来多浪漫
多美好
为了你
我会好好加油
我一定会给你一个幸福的未来
晚安
尤其是深夜的天空
宁静
所带来的气氛
总能平静我的心灵
稳定我的思绪
又是一个夜深人静的夜晚
不同的是
我所处在的地方是kl
一个那么熟悉
却带来陌生的恐惧的地方
好久好久都没写华语了
好怕自己真的忘了根
忘了赐我智慧
教我道理的母语
不能否认的是
我交谈能力不好
不论是华语
英语
或是马来语
我都不能流利的表达出来
虽然
我满腔的想法
却只能通过书写
表达我的心意
多羡慕那些一口流利英语的家伙
和字正腔圆的华人
我....
好想好想
也能口齿清晰
字正腔圆
流利的
开口交谈
夜深了
本打算利用这个宁静的时间来温习功课
但
老毛病发作了
我
还是很懒惰
改
我可尝试了好多次
但
总不能持之以恒
我
还需好好加油
梦想
我有个好大好的的梦想
每当看见别人
或听见某某某多么有钱
我总是一脸不屑
但内心深处
我还是羡慕的
羡慕归羡慕
行动总是要有的吧？
我发誓
绝对要成功
我不会让人看不起我
淑敏
你是我的轴心
我总是围绕着你打转
爱幻想的我
总希望
我们的将来多浪漫
多美好
为了你
我会好好加油
我一定会给你一个幸福的未来
晚安
bla bla bla ....
Posted by
wenwei
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Posted on 8:58 AM
人因梦想而伟大
是这样的对吧？
但是
如果梦想是毫不实际的
或是异想天开
甚至是
损人又不利己的（ps , 没有人或有那样的梦想吧）
那
梦想
还称得上是伟大吗？？
是这样的对吧？
但是
如果梦想是毫不实际的
或是异想天开
甚至是
损人又不利己的（ps , 没有人或有那样的梦想吧）
那
梦想
还称得上是伟大吗？？
Is that the life I want ?
Posted by
wenwei
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Posted on 1:45 AM
Listen to the music ..sitting alone at the basektball court and looking at the sky , that's what I like to do .Very quickly ,1 month had passed just like this . And very shameful to say that , I miss my hometown , I miss malacca .Although i back to malacca very often , although kl is not so far from malacca . But , for me , kl is really a different world , I am not a kid anymore , I have to take care of myself , fine , I believe i can do that. But ...I just simply cant manage myself wisely .I am a careless person plus super impatient .Wondering , am I suitable to bcm a engineer ?That is the reason for me not to take medical course , will that restrict my dream to become an engineer as well? ..While i was sleeping at afternoon , the officer from finance offince called me ..Hello , IS mr ter boon way there ? U had declined the scholarship so u have to make full payment for ur fee ....what the Fuxx...Is that my fault ?the email had been sent to junk email , why dont u make me a call earlier ? I had tried to get help from marketing deparment before, but they just asked me to wait , wait until the officer call me , so I wait !Not I dont want to get scholarship , I had tried , I really tried to sign the contact , but ..how can I sign the contact if there is no 1 offer me the letter ? In fact , I had been waiting for so long , but the answer that i get is :"Relax , be patient , the financiel deparment officer will get to u very soon "==.............
不知怎么搞的，每次到了星期天，心情总是特别的低落。我，真的不是一个坚强的人，我很难去接受新的事与物。朋友一个个的散了，家里的成员，也慢慢的老了，大了，姐姐开始有了自己新的生活，妹妹们也长大了，有了自己的想法，外公，身体也越来越弱了，虽然和外公并没有特别深厚的感情，但听到他剩不到多少时间的时候，心，总是会有一丝丝的难过。今天，一向来很疼我的爸爸发脾气了，他，承受的压力，肩上的重担，把他压得喘不过气来，看着他越来越老，而自己，却与他越来越疏远，我，真得很不孝。谈了恋爱，或许我是幸福的，但，说真的，我还是不能够完全适应，我很爱她，但，有了她介入我的生活，除了开心甜密，我其实真得很害怕。害怕不能够给她幸福，保护不了她，我，只是一个尚在求学的少年，没有能力，而我俩也即将开始忙着自己的学业，将来的事很难说，谁也不能够保证，真得很害怕失去她，但，缘分，并不是我能够决定的。
童年，已经一去不返，我，开始了踏入社会，烦恼，越来越多了，就拿现在来说，工作，真得让我很不开心，或许中三我是幸运的，找到了一份自己很有兴趣的工作，现在一直换来换去的，旁人的眼光，我也没资格再去理会，或许，在这个社会，工作，不一定是你感兴趣的，我，也应该学习去接受这个事实。忽然觉得很彷徨无助，我真的迷失了自我，相信跟身边的人倾诉，他们也听得闷了，对不起，淑敏，时常让你听我的抱怨，但，我真得很需要你...
童年，已经一去不返，我，开始了踏入社会，烦恼，越来越多了，就拿现在来说，工作，真得让我很不开心，或许中三我是幸运的，找到了一份自己很有兴趣的工作，现在一直换来换去的，旁人的眼光，我也没资格再去理会，或许，在这个社会，工作，不一定是你感兴趣的，我，也应该学习去接受这个事实。忽然觉得很彷徨无助，我真的迷失了自我，相信跟身边的人倾诉，他们也听得闷了，对不起，淑敏，时常让你听我的抱怨，但，我真得很需要你...
我最大的毛病，莫过于优柔寡断，总是做不出决定，明明是一件小事情，但，我总能从不同的角度思考，然后自钻牛角尖。近来，我总是被该不该换工作这个问题所困扰。一个月里我竟然换了三份工，最长的也不就是区区的一个月罢了。不能吃苦吗？我真的不觉得，只是，在等待成绩放榜的这三个月，对我来说是很宝贵的时光，我总不能白白的浪费在毫无意义的活动上吧？我所希望的，就是能趁这三个月，好好的学习一些东西。但，这份工，真得让我学不到任何的东西，用砂纸磨铁的技术嘛，我倒不想学。既然如此，那为何不换工作呢？问题来了，我好在乎她，当然也得在乎她的父母的看法啊，我真的好怕她爸妈会认为我是不耐苦的人，我不想破坏了在他们心里蛮不错的印象。这是不是我想太多了呢？
好吧，就当解决了这个问题，薪水虽然少了很多，但，这不是重要的因素，最重要是做得开心啊，对吧？好吧，那还有什么好烦恼的叻？经理和副经理待我很好，不介意我只是一个正在等成绩的少年，毅然决定聘请我，这让我很感动，如果我就此走了，离开了，那岂不是很对不起他们？
好吧，就当解决了这个问题，薪水虽然少了很多，但，这不是重要的因素，最重要是做得开心啊，对吧？好吧，那还有什么好烦恼的叻？经理和副经理待我很好，不介意我只是一个正在等成绩的少年，毅然决定聘请我，这让我很感动，如果我就此走了，离开了，那岂不是很对不起他们？
Where should I go ? What should I be ?
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wenwei
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Posted on 2:53 AM
My english is not that good , I really cant think about any adjective to describe how I feel . I really get lost . I dont have any aim for right now , what is my purpose for living ? Sorry to tell you that , " I dont know " .
I got a job in engineering factory , you know how childish I am ? I thought I will learn something about engineering in this factory , but finally what i learn is just 8 hours sit at there , and keep on using the sand paper to rub the iron that manufactured by the machines . == Ya , it is a good skill ...==
Before spm examination , I was really excited for my new life after graduate from secondary school , but now I really miss my school time . I will appreciate any chance to study , I promise , but my dream to become a doctor had gone , I really hesitate for what course should I take , and I dnt have confidence that I will be selected to study in matriculation . Form 6 ? Good choice , but .....I dnt plan to do that for no reason .
Nowadays my life become very boring , everyday wake up at 7.30 or sometimes 6.30 am , so tired man , then after work for 9 hours and sometimes 12 hours there , I become very sleepy , so I dont have any chance to touch computer , and I already 3 weeks didnt see any newspaper , if you ask me what had happened recently , sorry , I really dont know . I plan to improve my english , because I realize that english as the international language play an important role in our daily life , but , I dont have any time to study for the temporary english course , and there is no 1 willing to speak english with me , so I just do like a mad person , keep on talking to myself .
Many things had changed . It is not what I expected before , my relationship with friends also vary . Some become not so close with me , some are in national service , and it is always very hard to choose whether to accompany friends or girl friend . For me , both are same important . But , some of my friends keep on blaming me for not go out with them often . Omg ....While I am free , there is no 1 invite me for out going , but when I already decide to go out with my girl friend ,they call me == ....Please , I think you all understand what type of person I am , I am really sad to hear that some become dislike me for this childish reason . I am a weird person sometimes I will become moody for no reason , but I already try my best not to express it on my friends , family and of course my lover . But sometimes I am really get crazy ,please let me alone for a while and dont treat me so cold . Before I get couple , I am a selfish person , my benefits always come first , and I wont ask others to forgive me , but I had tried to be a good boy friend, dear , I love you so much , you are a good girl friend , I just hope that sometimes you will give concession , ya , boy friend must be gentlemen , but I am a human being also , I got feeling too . I really hope that our love can last forever , I just wanna to be with you right now ... I cant make promise for the future , but I promise , you will always in my heart , I really love you .
Finally , it comes to the end . Actually there are so many things for me to write down , but I am really frustrated , I am getting older , I must be mature , there are so many different things that I need to learn and accept in adult's world . Hope that I will understand the situation and make a choice for my future . This time , I will think wisely . Take care , my friends , appreciate you all ...Hope we have time to reunion again . Bye ...
I got a job in engineering factory , you know how childish I am ? I thought I will learn something about engineering in this factory , but finally what i learn is just 8 hours sit at there , and keep on using the sand paper to rub the iron that manufactured by the machines . == Ya , it is a good skill ...==
Before spm examination , I was really excited for my new life after graduate from secondary school , but now I really miss my school time . I will appreciate any chance to study , I promise , but my dream to become a doctor had gone , I really hesitate for what course should I take , and I dnt have confidence that I will be selected to study in matriculation . Form 6 ? Good choice , but .....I dnt plan to do that for no reason .
Nowadays my life become very boring , everyday wake up at 7.30 or sometimes 6.30 am , so tired man , then after work for 9 hours and sometimes 12 hours there , I become very sleepy , so I dont have any chance to touch computer , and I already 3 weeks didnt see any newspaper , if you ask me what had happened recently , sorry , I really dont know . I plan to improve my english , because I realize that english as the international language play an important role in our daily life , but , I dont have any time to study for the temporary english course , and there is no 1 willing to speak english with me , so I just do like a mad person , keep on talking to myself .
Many things had changed . It is not what I expected before , my relationship with friends also vary . Some become not so close with me , some are in national service , and it is always very hard to choose whether to accompany friends or girl friend . For me , both are same important . But , some of my friends keep on blaming me for not go out with them often . Omg ....While I am free , there is no 1 invite me for out going , but when I already decide to go out with my girl friend ,they call me == ....Please , I think you all understand what type of person I am , I am really sad to hear that some become dislike me for this childish reason . I am a weird person sometimes I will become moody for no reason , but I already try my best not to express it on my friends , family and of course my lover . But sometimes I am really get crazy ,please let me alone for a while and dont treat me so cold . Before I get couple , I am a selfish person , my benefits always come first , and I wont ask others to forgive me , but I had tried to be a good boy friend, dear , I love you so much , you are a good girl friend , I just hope that sometimes you will give concession , ya , boy friend must be gentlemen , but I am a human being also , I got feeling too . I really hope that our love can last forever , I just wanna to be with you right now ... I cant make promise for the future , but I promise , you will always in my heart , I really love you .
Finally , it comes to the end . Actually there are so many things for me to write down , but I am really frustrated , I am getting older , I must be mature , there are so many different things that I need to learn and accept in adult's world . Hope that I will understand the situation and make a choice for my future . This time , I will think wisely . Take care , my friends , appreciate you all ...Hope we have time to reunion again . Bye ...
最近开始做工了，打过几份工，却没一样比现在这还闷，一天八个小时坐在那，重复做一样的事情，也快把我给闷慌了，再加上是朋友放鸽子的情况下一个人在那工作，因此，每天一大清早就很不愿意爬起来，准备上班去。
但，渐渐地，我开始习惯了这样的生活，清晨六点半起身，洗刷了五分钟，就赶着去malim载她上学，幸福尽在不言中。因为对这份工没什么兴趣的关系，总是觉得上班的时间都过得很慢，甚至可说是度日如年，心里好不踏实，好想辞了这份工，但还是坚持了下来。慢慢地，我和那边的外劳开始有交谈了，也从改变了我一直以来对他们的看法。
以前，我总认为外劳们都是懒惰，爱闹事的一群，再加上我工作的地方之前就闹出外劳刺杀老板的新闻，使得我对他们的偏见越来越深。但，我开始发现，其实他们大多数都是勤劳，善良，思想纯真的，他们也只是求一餐温饱，求能早日衣锦还乡，但总是遇到许多的困难。比起许多的马来同胞只会做表面的功夫来讨好上司，他们显得更真，默默的工作，却得不到升级的机会，加薪，对他们来说更是可望不可求。论资历，论实力，他们都不逊于主管，甚至有过之而无不及，但就是因为国籍的关系，造就了他们总是领着微薄的薪水，作出比普通人还要多的工作，或许廉价外劳是大企业减低成本的策略，但也该照顾他们的福利。世事无绝对，不是全部外劳都是这样的好，但在我工作的地方，十之八九的外劳都是这样。
但，渐渐地，我开始习惯了这样的生活，清晨六点半起身，洗刷了五分钟，就赶着去malim载她上学，幸福尽在不言中。因为对这份工没什么兴趣的关系，总是觉得上班的时间都过得很慢，甚至可说是度日如年，心里好不踏实，好想辞了这份工，但还是坚持了下来。慢慢地，我和那边的外劳开始有交谈了，也从改变了我一直以来对他们的看法。
以前，我总认为外劳们都是懒惰，爱闹事的一群，再加上我工作的地方之前就闹出外劳刺杀老板的新闻，使得我对他们的偏见越来越深。但，我开始发现，其实他们大多数都是勤劳，善良，思想纯真的，他们也只是求一餐温饱，求能早日衣锦还乡，但总是遇到许多的困难。比起许多的马来同胞只会做表面的功夫来讨好上司，他们显得更真，默默的工作，却得不到升级的机会，加薪，对他们来说更是可望不可求。论资历，论实力，他们都不逊于主管，甚至有过之而无不及，但就是因为国籍的关系，造就了他们总是领着微薄的薪水，作出比普通人还要多的工作，或许廉价外劳是大企业减低成本的策略，但也该照顾他们的福利。世事无绝对，不是全部外劳都是这样的好，但在我工作的地方，十之八九的外劳都是这样。
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